i've been staring at these walls longer than i am ready to say.
i've been contemplating my downfall in every way.
i feel sedated. i feel no more pain.
i've lost track of the people i loved with only myself to blame.
a long lost friend who has been taken away, though he's not dead
laying dormant until he's able to say.
i am nothing, i am just a shell.
i've been like this for longer than i dare to tell.
burning the pages, putting the last nail.
i am afraid, my will to exist is lacking a purpose to stay.
i can't sleep, i've lost all meaning to any of this.
my sanity is leaving , everything's deceiving.
i sacrificed myself over and over.
maybe death would come for me ?
a blissful feeling.
leaving my hardships behind makes it appealing.
they're always asking why i'm always feeling blue.
we'll never know until i die and see the truth.
i can't believe i thought i was able to see.
but that's the beauty of this thing we call reality.
our answers can only be found within the depths of our dreams.
nightmares behold.
i thought i could never die.
breaking the cycle, breaking the line.
i tried to run but i could never hide,
because i am already dead.
i tried, but i've been discarded.
i tried to express how i feel, but nothing feels real in this world.
that seals us behind the walls, to keep us away from our compassionate self.
i'm not crying.
i just want you to know i've been trying.
disappearing; all that's left of me will only be cherished once i'm gone.
is this existence ?
is this how life unfolds ?
insanity is not what it used to be.
its not a stigma that everyone see's.
my life spirals in anguish i hope it soons comes to an end.
a friendly hand offered to late.
i can't sleep, i've lost all meaning to any of this.
my sanity is leaving , everything's deceiving.
i sacrificed myself over and over.
maybe death would come for me ?
a blissful feeling.
leaving my hardships behind makes it appealing.
they're always asking why i'm always feeling blue.
we'll never know until i die and see the truth.
credits
from Epiphany from the abyss,
released May 24, 2018
Guitar : Tristan Ampleman Tremblay
Guitar : Gabriel Levesque
Bass : Cyrille Beauchesne
Drums : Alexandre Delisle-Drouin
Vocals : Mathieu Dhani
Recording/Mixing/Mastering :David Lizotte
Artwork : Alexandre Goulet - Graphic Designs
My first exposure to Inferi was seeing them live with Shadows of Intent. They were supporting this album.
Unbelievably awesome live show and the greatest possible way to discover this amazing band.
Love everything they produce. Obstacle of Affliction
Since Spenser Moore replaced Blackburn I’ve frankly appreciated Inferi far more. I feel that his drumming improves the overall sound of the band a great deal, but it’s probably just a personal style preference. Either way, Of Sunless Realms was a great foreshadowing of the epic Vile Genesis. Metallurgical Fire